Friends?? Haha.. What a joke!!..

2day, lost temper at one of my friend.. Sigh... Yah.. Shouldn't have done dat.. All this while I'm gud in tolerate their attitudes but 2day I just couldn't stop myself from doing so.. Of course not entirely my fault.. Have 2 blame urself 4 being too playful while we were discussing important things.. Wan 2 joke also must noe the right time.. And of cos giving ideas who cannot? Nt dat I dun wan 2 accept ur ideas but just an idea only is nt enuf.. I also can give loads of rubbish! Actions speak louder than words.. So prove it! Show me ur proposal.. And dun 4get we hav limited time.. U hav 2 survey 4 the prices, ingredients, popularities among students, competitors and risk dat we hav 2 take.. By the time u plan everything, the canteen's day dy over..

Sometimes things aren't as easy as u think.. Just like wad happen 2day.. The "great" idea dat u all gave is turned down by teachers.. Fantastic! Thanks 2 u all we hav 2 replan everything again.. If I commented on ur ideas, u all will 不爽 me.. But u see, now happen just as wad I had expected.. Even teachers dun agree.. Leader? Yah.. I admit dat I'm not a great leader.. But at least I did try my best 2 present the best things 4 our canteen's day.. I even went 2 survey shop by shop 2 find out the best prices 4 our items.. Why cant u all do so?

From de very beginning since I take over de position of president of kontak club I dy told all of u, the position and status is nothing!.. All of us r the leader and we'll move 2gether.. Dat is why I asked 4 everyone's ideas b4 I made a decision everytime.. Why cant u all be more understanding? I dun need ur respect, just want a bit of unity spirit among u all.. Is it dat I asked 4 too much? No need 4 me 2 mention, u noe urself wad I'm refering 2..

These few days hav 2 juggle wif works and friendship prob, of cos will be bit tensed up.. I apologise if I hav done anything wrong or unintentionally offended any1..

Friends?? Nowadays, when I hear this word, I feel pathetic.. Those hypocrite who claimed urself as my close friend should shut the hell up and stay away from me!.. As long as u didnt betray me, I dy feel very thankful.. Create a big misunderstanding 4 me 2 face and sacrifice my friendship wif others 4 ur own happiness and strengthen ur friendship wif them.. What a great strategy!! A big applause 4 u!! If u all want 2 ignore me or 不爽 me, it's up 2 u all.. All I can say is things r nt as bad as wad u think and know.. All of this is just a misunderstanding.. Believe it or nt.. Maybe u should give me a chance 2 explain the real situation if u r rational enuf..

All this while, I'm trying so hard 2 join u all and ur group, just want 2 get 2 noe u all better.. If dun believe can ask andy wad I've told him b4.. But now, bcos of a small misunderstanding, all my efforts hav went into the vain.. Now I'm nt upset over people 不爽 me, but I'm sad and disappointed on the one who I trusted so much b4 this.. U know how much I trust u and the others.. I even treat u as part of my form six life and feel thankful 2 god 4 bestowing me such a great and wonderful friends.. But the truth hurts.. Thank you so much!.. U let me know the meaning of being backstab or betray.. I hav never being betray by my friend in my entire life.. Congratulations! U're the 1st one 2 do so!.. U let me know de feelings of being sabotage.. All these while, I only hear ppl telling me they hav being backstab by their frens but never did I expect it happens on me..

It's okay if u tell the truth and let them know clearly.. But u didnt! U let them noe part of it and mislead them 2 another view on this.. How can u do so? U made me change my impression on u completely!.. Although I cant bring myself 2 hate u bcos of this, but I am really really disappointed.. Everything u did I can tolerate, but nt this!.. I dun noe how u feel when other ppl 不爽 me bcos of this, but I guess I can be sure dat u're happy 4 obtaining ur stable and blissful friendship wif them now.. I really dun noe wif wad kind of person I'm supposed 2 be or show 2 face u again.. Bcos I dun even noe how 2 persuade myself 2 forgive u.. It leave a deep scar in our friendship.. How I wish I had wronged u.. How I wish all this is just my conjecture.. Wadever la.. I dun really care whether being fren or nt being fren wif u all.. But I noe dat time will reveal the truth.. U all just do as wad u wish 2 and wad u feel comfortable wif.. I bear no grudges on u all..

Come on la.. Like I said b4, friends will sumtimes 不爽 each other over certain things dat they do, but didn't prove dat 不爽 means 不爽 everything bout u wad.. Didn't tell it out 2 u bcos, want 2 save ur face, bcos if straight away tell u in person, of course u'll feel awkward also rite.. Lastly, want 2 press on it again dat all of this is really just a misunderstanding!.. 4 further info, pls come and find me in person and we'll hav a gud talk bout it.. If the fault is really on me, I'll apologise.. 不爽 a person 4 a long time and make enemies wif others is nt my style! Of course I really hope can resolve this matter as soon as possible..

From this incident, I get 2 noe dat we musn't simply trust anyone!.. We care 4 them doesn't means dat they'll care 4 us and our welfare the same way we do.. Some human r too FAKE!! They can be very cruel in order 2 achieve sumthing even if 2 sacrifice their friends happiness..